Run girl!

When the only other option you have left is to run, then run and continue running until you can’t run anymore. I spent most of my night researching and crying I don’t know what’s going to come in the next few weeks, days, or months, but what I do know for sure is things have got to change but for now I’m just going to run to clear my head. 

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When all we do is fail.

I know failure all too well, but here is something else I know, that with failure comes strength, couage, and dignity. Failure means you tried and I would rather die a thousand times a failure then to have never tried at all. What do we learn from failure? Well we learn strength, how to be strong when things dont work out right and we learn determination. In my eyes a failure is someone to look up to because they know what it takes to finally succeed and succeed they will because they have know failure. 


Thank you 


​Stephanie 


What if?

What if all the words that can be wrote are written?

What if all the things we thought to be a fantasy are real?

What if we are all puppets is some sick game?

What if there was no hate?

What if there was no love?

What if there was no emotion?

Would that make this world a better place, there would be no good, but also no evil. Everyone would just exist from first breath to last breath we would just exist like robots in some science fiction film. 

What if that’s the world we are heading to?
Stephanie Herbert. 🤖🤖🤖

Long time no blog

Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back. 

Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time

Stephanie 😩😩😩

Never let someone bring you down!

Good afternoon everyone, and happy Tuesday.  So for a start yesterday was less than ideal I started out learning how to crochet baby beanies when all of a sudden my dad started yelling at me. “You are just like your mother, you get these crazy ideas that you are going to be able to sell your crap when if you can do it so can anyone else.” His words really hurt I never expected my own father would do this to me. Crushing me the way he did, but what I have learned is not to give up that just because he’s not happy with his life doesn’t mean I have to be unhappy with mine.

Needless to say I didn’t give up either I cried through it but I didn’t give up.

So my words to you are never give up on what you really want to do just because one or even a few don’t believe in you. My favorite quote is “failure is better than regret, because if you fail it means that you at least tried.

Well I hope you all have an amazing, wonderful, tranquil, and happy Wednesday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 🍁 🍂

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Crafting!

Good morning everyone and happy Sunday. I hope you have all had an amazing weekend and just wanted to share what I have been up to this weekend. I just recently taught myself how to crochet those cute little cup cozies after burning my hand on my cup of coffee at work last week and now let’s just say I am addicted to making them. (Below I will post a few pictures of the ones I have made so far.) What I didn’t realize though was how calming and relaxing it is to crochet and how rewarding it is once I finish one. I have been under a huge amount of stress with the holidays coming up but this has eased the stress a bit.

Well I hope you all have an amazing rest of the weekend and a peaceful week to come.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 ☔ ☁

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Literally one thing after another, and it’s time for a change.

Good afternoon everyone,  I have been so sick here lately and it has been going around. Today is the first full  day of fall (my favorite season) but it is not going very well at. I’m sitting at home and all I can keep thinking is I need to get my own place for my son and myself. I’m so tired of my dad’s yelling at both myself and my son and I just can’t take it anymore something needs to change I don’t have half the problems with my son when he isn’t here or when we go out by ourselves.  I just need a change, something needs to change.

Well I hope you all are having an amazing first day of autumn.

Happy Wednesday everyone.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁🍂🍃🍁🍂🍃

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The good the bad and the better.

Good evening everyone and happy Saturday. I was going to start this out by saying how I am ok, but in all reality after everything I have been through this weekend I think I am just starting to be ok. I have had my entire life as I know it turned upside down in the matter of a day. I became a single mom for the second time meaning old habits with my now ex die hard. I just think what hurts me the most is that he didn’t even say anything he just stopped communicating with me all together, but enough about that on the other hand this has given me the inspiration and motivation I needed to start hitting the gym even more often. I have decided to do an hour at the gym and an hour of weight lifting and my goal is to shoot for 7 days a week. 

Well I hope you all have an amazing and enjoyable weekend.

Also wanted to say the one thing I have been telling myself over and over these past few days is “he may have taken my heart with him, but he will never take the smile from my face or the happiness from my soul.”

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌴 🌊 🌴 🌞 🌴 🌺 🌴

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Took a bit of a break.

Good morning everyone and happy Sunday. I am glad to say I am back I so needed a bit of a break to process all the craziness that has been going on, but I do want to update all of you I have been working on the children’s book I have been writing and it is coming along nicely I did take a break from writing for a little while but that only made what I wrote that much better.

The weather here has been amazing and beautiful the past 2 days I have been taking my little guy to the park and just being out in nature and watching him run and play has done wonders for my spirit.

We also woke up this morning to some very scary news that we had a magnitude 6.0 earthquake 48 miles from us in Napa and watching the news there is so much damage and so many injuries. I am sending my thoughts and prayers to all of those who were affected by this earthquake.

Well I hope you all are having an amazing, peaceful, and safe weekend.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌴 🌊 🌴 🌞 🌴 🌺 🌴

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T.G.I.F

So yesterday was a horrible day that almost ended in and anxiety attack.  My stress level went through the roof and it felt like everything was spinning out of control. I lost my positivity there for a little bit, but now I have to say I am back on track. I know that everything is going to be ok no matter what.  I have faith that life will turn around one day.

Well I hope you all are having an amazing, wonderful, and stress free Friday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌴 🌊 🌴 🌞 🌴 🌺 🌴

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