What are you thankful for?

So with everything that has been going on in my life the past day I thought I would sit down a make a list of all the things I am thankful for.

First and foremost I am beyond thankful for my son without him I don’t know where I would be in life so with that I love you Caden.

Second I am thankful for my job though only part-time I work with the most amazing people. 

And third I’m thankful to have a guardian angel watching over me, even in chaos I can still ground myself and have a sense of calm. (OR at least try.)

Though my list may be small, I do have something to be thankful for and in that I am grateful. 

So tell me what are some things you are thankful for? 

Run girl!

When the only other option you have left is to run, then run and continue running until you can’t run anymore. I spent most of my night researching and crying I don’t know what’s going to come in the next few weeks, days, or months, but what I do know for sure is things have got to change but for now I’m just going to run to clear my head. 

What if?

What if all the words that can be wrote are written?

What if all the things we thought to be a fantasy are real?

What if we are all puppets is some sick game?

What if there was no hate?

What if there was no love?

What if there was no emotion?

Would that make this world a better place, there would be no good, but also no evil. Everyone would just exist from first breath to last breath we would just exist like robots in some science fiction film. 

What if that’s the world we are heading to?
Stephanie Herbert. 🤖🤖🤖

Long time no blog

Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back. 

Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time

Stephanie 😩😩😩

Set back! 😩 :oops: :| 😓

Good morning everyone and happy Sunday.  So I just wanted to say I have been fighting my own demons on the fitness front. I have had a major set back and have just had so much on my plate that I never seem to be able to get to the gym. I have been wanting and craving the gym here lately but the end of the day comes sooner then I want, and now my allergies are bugging me like crazy. I have been so happy with my life here lately but the only thing I am not happy with is my horrible fitness and health decisions. 

Hopefully I can get to the gym today but if not I hope I can at least workout at home.

I hope you all have an amazing, relaxing, and healthy Sunday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 🍃 🍁 🍂 🍃 🍁 🍂 🍃

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