What are you thankful for?

So with everything that has been going on in my life the past day I thought I would sit down a make a list of all the things I am thankful for.

First and foremost I am beyond thankful for my son without him I don’t know where I would be in life so with that I love you Caden.

Second I am thankful for my job though only part-time I work with the most amazing people. 

And third I’m thankful to have a guardian angel watching over me, even in chaos I can still ground myself and have a sense of calm. (OR at least try.)

Though my list may be small, I do have something to be thankful for and in that I am grateful. 

So tell me what are some things you are thankful for? 

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Literally one thing after another, and it’s time for a change.

Good afternoon everyone,  I have been so sick here lately and it has been going around. Today is the first full  day of fall (my favorite season) but it is not going very well at. I’m sitting at home and all I can keep thinking is I need to get my own place for my son and myself. I’m so tired of my dad’s yelling at both myself and my son and I just can’t take it anymore something needs to change I don’t have half the problems with my son when he isn’t here or when we go out by ourselves.  I just need a change, something needs to change.

Well I hope you all are having an amazing first day of autumn.

Happy Wednesday everyone.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁🍂🍃🍁🍂🍃

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The good the bad and the better.

Good evening everyone and happy Saturday. I was going to start this out by saying how I am ok, but in all reality after everything I have been through this weekend I think I am just starting to be ok. I have had my entire life as I know it turned upside down in the matter of a day. I became a single mom for the second time meaning old habits with my now ex die hard. I just think what hurts me the most is that he didn’t even say anything he just stopped communicating with me all together, but enough about that on the other hand this has given me the inspiration and motivation I needed to start hitting the gym even more often. I have decided to do an hour at the gym and an hour of weight lifting and my goal is to shoot for 7 days a week. 

Well I hope you all have an amazing and enjoyable weekend.

Also wanted to say the one thing I have been telling myself over and over these past few days is “he may have taken my heart with him, but he will never take the smile from my face or the happiness from my soul.”

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌴 🌊 🌴 🌞 🌴 🌺 🌴

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Today is a new day!

Today is most definitely a new day and I am going to make the most of it. I have hit rock bottom been made to feel horrible, but I am still here and in fact I am stronger then I ever was. I know in my heart that everything will be ok, I am going to keep my positive outlook and keep working hard because even if you don’t see it hard work definitely will pay off.

Happy Saturday everyone I hope you’re day is filled with joy and enlightenment.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.
Stephanie 🐳🌞🌄🌿🌴🍍

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From bad to extremely worse.

After having a full blown anxiety attack because of something that someone who said they loved me has caused I am at that point of knowing that I need to throw in the towel on this, pick myself up very lady like, brush myself off and start in a new direction.

So from here on I am starting from rock bottom but I can say I am now on my own 2 feet and I know everything will be just fine. Everything happens for a reason and some things are just not meant to be.

One day I hope to find true love and not abusive love, but for now I am no longer looking true love will come to me when it is my time.

Happy Saturday everyone.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.
Stephanie :'(😭😣

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