Run girl!

When the only other option you have left is to run, then run and continue running until you can’t run anymore. I spent most of my night researching and crying I don’t know what’s going to come in the next few weeks, days, or months, but what I do know for sure is things have got to change but for now I’m just going to run to clear my head. 

Long time no blog

Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back. 

Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time

Stephanie 😩😩😩

Success?!?!

Good morning everyone and happy Sunday.  I know today can be hectic for many with getting ready for the coming week after a long holiday week and the pending holidays coming up, but as I was sitting down to dinner last night with my boyfriend I couldn’t help but think about something that we were talking about and that’s success. I thought about how we define success. To you what is success? Is it obtaining plenty of money? Is it power you seek? Or is it simply just watching your dreams unfold before you, bringing to life the thing you have always wanted to do? Then I sat back and thought about well what is holding back many people from obtaining their success? Is it fear of succeeding? Or a fear of failure? I really sat there and thought deep down about what was stopping me and I came to the conclusion that my fear is actually succeeding that out weights my fear of failure. I’m so afraid of how my life would change if something went right instead of wrong.
Now the only thing I can do is push past that fear and proceed further and further until that fear is eliminated. 

So my mission for everyone is to figure out what you are really afraid of whether you have already got your dream of success up and running what’s stopping you from moving it further. Then move forward don’t let your fears of success ruin what WILL be an amazing life for you.

Well I hope this helps others struggling with the same things I do, and I hope you all have a nice, relaxing, and peaceful Sunday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 ☔

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Happy Friday!

Happy Friday everyone!!!!!! My day has been filled with a lot of laughter and happiness, first experiences with my son and things that I never want to forget.

I did a little but of shopping today (something I do best) and got a lot done.

it is a really hot here today and I don’t even want to work out tonight. 

Well I hope you all are having a great Friday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.
Stephanie 🌴🌞🌴🌺🌴

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It’s Thursday!!!!!!!!!

Good morning everyone, I hope you all are having an amazing day. As I sit at the place where I volunteer I can’t help but wonder why have I been having such rotten luck finding a job? Everyone where I volunteer is very happy with the work I do. So why can’t I find a paid position? While I am making packets and listening to the beautiful voice on the podcast about money, it hits me and I start asking myself these questions.

1.) Am I stopping my own success because of my fear of what might happen?
2.) Am I intimidated by money due to being taught that money is the root of all evil?
3.) What if I let go of my fear of success, and thought positively about money? Would that open the doors I need?

So from here on I am going to open my own doors to the life I want not the fear that is holding me back.

The world is full of an infinite option of possibilities. Why not let those opportunities become a reality.

Well I hope you all have an amazing Thursday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.
Stephanie 🌞🌅🌞🌅

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