I know failure all too well, but here is something else I know, that with failure comes strength, couage, and dignity. Failure means you tried and I would rather die a thousand times a failure then to have never tried at all. What do we learn from failure? Well we learn strength, how to be strong when things dont work out right and we learn determination. In my eyes a failure is someone to look up to because they know what it takes to finally succeed and succeed they will because they have know failure.
Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back.
Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time
Good morning everyone and happy Monday, I hope you all had an amazing weekend. I have done a lot of soul searching and finding myself after my day after Christmas breakup. I have been going to the gym every night now and have come to the conclusion that I love fitness so why not do what you love and become a personal trainer. I am going to start looking at local gyms to see if they are hiring for front desk just to get my foot in the door. I love thinking that now I have a goal and a purpose for life, I think I have found my calling.
Well I hope you all have an amazing Monday.
Love and hugs from my home to your’s.
Stephanie ❄ ⛄ ❄ ⛄
1 month soda free and this is all I crave now.