What are you thankful for?

So with everything that has been going on in my life the past day I thought I would sit down a make a list of all the things I am thankful for.

First and foremost I am beyond thankful for my son without him I don’t know where I would be in life so with that I love you Caden.

Second I am thankful for my job though only part-time I work with the most amazing people. 

And third I’m thankful to have a guardian angel watching over me, even in chaos I can still ground myself and have a sense of calm. (OR at least try.)

Though my list may be small, I do have something to be thankful for and in that I am grateful. 

So tell me what are some things you are thankful for? 

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Run girl!

When the only other option you have left is to run, then run and continue running until you can’t run anymore. I spent most of my night researching and crying I don’t know what’s going to come in the next few weeks, days, or months, but what I do know for sure is things have got to change but for now I’m just going to run to clear my head. 

When all we do is fail.

I know failure all too well, but here is something else I know, that with failure comes strength, couage, and dignity. Failure means you tried and I would rather die a thousand times a failure then to have never tried at all. What do we learn from failure? Well we learn strength, how to be strong when things dont work out right and we learn determination. In my eyes a failure is someone to look up to because they know what it takes to finally succeed and succeed they will because they have know failure. 


Thank you 


​Stephanie 


Long time no blog

Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back. 

Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time

Stephanie 😩😩😩

Long time no blog! 😭😭😭

Good afternoon everyone, I hope you are all having an amazing Monday and even if your Monday isn’t going how you would like it, stop take a moment and reflect on the good, think of something that will bring a smile to your face and happiness to your heart and know that not every day will be like the present.  There’s an old saying “you will never have another day quite the same as the last.”

Well that’s all for now I will post again later to let you all know what I have been up to and how my life as a single mommy has been going but until then.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌜🌝🌛🍀🌹🌷🌺

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Update! :)💖💟🌞

Good morning everyone and happy Monday, I hope you all had an amazing weekend. I have done a lot of soul searching and finding myself after my day after Christmas breakup. I have been going to the gym every night now and have come to the conclusion that I love fitness so why not do what you love and become a personal trainer. I am going to start looking at local gyms to see if they are hiring for front desk just to get my foot in the door. I love thinking that now I have a goal and a purpose for life, I think I have found my calling.

Well I hope you all have an amazing Monday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie ❄ ⛄ ❄ ⛄

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1 month soda free and this is all I crave now.

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Rainy day, coffee, and thoughts.

Good morning everyone and happy Friday. I am writing you on another very rainy day in Sacramento while sipping on my yummy warm coffee out of my very pink hello kitty coffee mug also while trying not to cough my head off (yes I am sick again and this time my body isn’t shaking it. 😯) I thought I would send you all my very warm wishes for a safe and joyful holiday.  I also wanted to share with you guys an amazing fitness app that I discovered lately it’s called pump up. ( I will insert a screen shot of it here.)

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It is almost like the instagram of fitness apps but with more motivation and inspiration. It is free on the android app store and I believe also on the iPhone as well. I also have to say that I have an amazing feeling about 2015 I just recently finished my volunteer work at the agency I was at and have nothing but positive vibes and positive feelings about what’s to come. I keep repeating the quote “when one door closes, another one opens.” And I really believe that to be the case. I am very thankful for everything that agency has taught me not so much technical but within myself. 

Well I hope you all have an amazing, joyfull, and relaxing holiday. Remember the only thing that matters is family the rest is just details. Make amazing memories everyone.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 ☔ ☁

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Never let someone bring you down!

Good afternoon everyone, and happy Tuesday.  So for a start yesterday was less than ideal I started out learning how to crochet baby beanies when all of a sudden my dad started yelling at me. “You are just like your mother, you get these crazy ideas that you are going to be able to sell your crap when if you can do it so can anyone else.” His words really hurt I never expected my own father would do this to me. Crushing me the way he did, but what I have learned is not to give up that just because he’s not happy with his life doesn’t mean I have to be unhappy with mine.

Needless to say I didn’t give up either I cried through it but I didn’t give up.

So my words to you are never give up on what you really want to do just because one or even a few don’t believe in you. My favorite quote is “failure is better than regret, because if you fail it means that you at least tried.

Well I hope you all have an amazing, wonderful, tranquil, and happy Wednesday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 🍁 🍂

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Crafting!

Good morning everyone and happy Sunday. I hope you have all had an amazing weekend and just wanted to share what I have been up to this weekend. I just recently taught myself how to crochet those cute little cup cozies after burning my hand on my cup of coffee at work last week and now let’s just say I am addicted to making them. (Below I will post a few pictures of the ones I have made so far.) What I didn’t realize though was how calming and relaxing it is to crochet and how rewarding it is once I finish one. I have been under a huge amount of stress with the holidays coming up but this has eased the stress a bit.

Well I hope you all have an amazing rest of the weekend and a peaceful week to come.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 ☔ ☁

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Success?!?!

Good morning everyone and happy Sunday.  I know today can be hectic for many with getting ready for the coming week after a long holiday week and the pending holidays coming up, but as I was sitting down to dinner last night with my boyfriend I couldn’t help but think about something that we were talking about and that’s success. I thought about how we define success. To you what is success? Is it obtaining plenty of money? Is it power you seek? Or is it simply just watching your dreams unfold before you, bringing to life the thing you have always wanted to do? Then I sat back and thought about well what is holding back many people from obtaining their success? Is it fear of succeeding? Or a fear of failure? I really sat there and thought deep down about what was stopping me and I came to the conclusion that my fear is actually succeeding that out weights my fear of failure. I’m so afraid of how my life would change if something went right instead of wrong.
Now the only thing I can do is push past that fear and proceed further and further until that fear is eliminated. 

So my mission for everyone is to figure out what you are really afraid of whether you have already got your dream of success up and running what’s stopping you from moving it further. Then move forward don’t let your fears of success ruin what WILL be an amazing life for you.

Well I hope this helps others struggling with the same things I do, and I hope you all have a nice, relaxing, and peaceful Sunday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 ☔

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