Update! :)💖💟🌞

Good morning everyone and happy Monday, I hope you all had an amazing weekend. I have done a lot of soul searching and finding myself after my day after Christmas breakup. I have been going to the gym every night now and have come to the conclusion that I love fitness so why not do what you love and become a personal trainer. I am going to start looking at local gyms to see if they are hiring for front desk just to get my foot in the door. I love thinking that now I have a goal and a purpose for life, I think I have found my calling.

Well I hope you all have an amazing Monday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie ❄ ⛄ ❄ ⛄

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1 month soda free and this is all I crave now.

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Never let someone bring you down!

Good afternoon everyone, and happy Tuesday.  So for a start yesterday was less than ideal I started out learning how to crochet baby beanies when all of a sudden my dad started yelling at me. “You are just like your mother, you get these crazy ideas that you are going to be able to sell your crap when if you can do it so can anyone else.” His words really hurt I never expected my own father would do this to me. Crushing me the way he did, but what I have learned is not to give up that just because he’s not happy with his life doesn’t mean I have to be unhappy with mine.

Needless to say I didn’t give up either I cried through it but I didn’t give up.

So my words to you are never give up on what you really want to do just because one or even a few don’t believe in you. My favorite quote is “failure is better than regret, because if you fail it means that you at least tried.

Well I hope you all have an amazing, wonderful, tranquil, and happy Wednesday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 🍁 🍂

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The good the bad and the better.

Good evening everyone and happy Saturday. I was going to start this out by saying how I am ok, but in all reality after everything I have been through this weekend I think I am just starting to be ok. I have had my entire life as I know it turned upside down in the matter of a day. I became a single mom for the second time meaning old habits with my now ex die hard. I just think what hurts me the most is that he didn’t even say anything he just stopped communicating with me all together, but enough about that on the other hand this has given me the inspiration and motivation I needed to start hitting the gym even more often. I have decided to do an hour at the gym and an hour of weight lifting and my goal is to shoot for 7 days a week. 

Well I hope you all have an amazing and enjoyable weekend.

Also wanted to say the one thing I have been telling myself over and over these past few days is “he may have taken my heart with him, but he will never take the smile from my face or the happiness from my soul.”

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌴 🌊 🌴 🌞 🌴 🌺 🌴

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From bad to extremely worse.

After having a full blown anxiety attack because of something that someone who said they loved me has caused I am at that point of knowing that I need to throw in the towel on this, pick myself up very lady like, brush myself off and start in a new direction.

So from here on I am starting from rock bottom but I can say I am now on my own 2 feet and I know everything will be just fine. Everything happens for a reason and some things are just not meant to be.

One day I hope to find true love and not abusive love, but for now I am no longer looking true love will come to me when it is my time.

Happy Saturday everyone.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.
Stephanie :'(😭😣

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