What are you thankful for?

So with everything that has been going on in my life the past day I thought I would sit down a make a list of all the things I am thankful for.

First and foremost I am beyond thankful for my son without him I don’t know where I would be in life so with that I love you Caden.

Second I am thankful for my job though only part-time I work with the most amazing people. 

And third I’m thankful to have a guardian angel watching over me, even in chaos I can still ground myself and have a sense of calm. (OR at least try.)

Though my list may be small, I do have something to be thankful for and in that I am grateful. 

So tell me what are some things you are thankful for? 

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Run girl!

When the only other option you have left is to run, then run and continue running until you can’t run anymore. I spent most of my night researching and crying I don’t know what’s going to come in the next few weeks, days, or months, but what I do know for sure is things have got to change but for now I’m just going to run to clear my head. 

Long time no blog

Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back. 

Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time

Stephanie 😩😩😩

Thoughts

Good morning everyone and happy Tuesday, as I sit her working on writing my book I just can’t get off of my mind my thoughts from yesterday’s train ride into downtown. While standing on the very packed train heading into downtown Sacramento I couldn’t help but notice that out of everyone riding about 90% of them were plugged into some kind of electronic device or another. Some were reading books on their tablets while others were on some form of social media. However I did see one man with a good old fashioned newspaper. This really got me to thinking how distracted this generation has gotten and what’s to come. Will we soon lose our voices because we won’t have a use for them? Will we come to a day and age where our voices will be from our text and not from our mouth?

Well I hope I didn’t put you all to sleep with my ramblings.

I hope you all have an amazing Tuesday.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🍁 🍂 🍃 🍁 🍂 🍃 🍁 🍂 🍃

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