Long time no blog

Life has been absolutely crazy, I honestly haven’t been blogging because this page has been giving me so many problems every time I would try to write a post and to tell you the truth is honestly don’t even know if this one will post, but I’m giving it a shot. That’s all I can do right? So to start I have been going through a whole array of emotions a lot of them being sadness and depression. A lot of things have been going on and I feel alone a lot of the time. I feel as though I have lost a lot of myself, I am not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago I was happy and didn’t have to force myself to smile, I know I have always been one to say never fake how you feel but even that motto has changed for me, I find myself saying “fake it till you make it.” But the truth is what if I never make it and that’s what’s killing me, I have been faking it for so long now I have lost what truly makes me well me and I’m not sure if I can ever get that back. 

Well I have bored you all enough for today,
Until next time

Stephanie 😩😩😩

It’s almost September!

Good morning everyone, and happy Saturday. I can’t believe we are coming to the end of another month and another season. Fall is just right around the corner and I can smell it in the air. The night are becoming cooler and crisp and the days are becoming shorter, the leaves on the trees are starting to change and the sunsets are more magical.

This season definitely feels like it’s going to be a magical one at that. I have an amazing feeling about this half of the year.

I also wanted to say that my back is feel much better than it did on Monday. Yesterday we took a tour of the state capital and I was in awww the whole time we sat in on an assembly and a legislature meeting and it was the most amazing thing I had ever witnessed. There are beautiful paintings and sculptures strewn throughout the 5 floors of the capital and the rotunda oh the rotunda, it is absolutely amazing and beautiful.

I also took a visit to the Vietnam memorial and the feeling there even after years is one of somber silence, while my son and dad were over eating lunch on the law of the capital I took a walk through the rose garden and was shocked at the beauty this garden holds. Types and colors of roses that I have never seen before and the smell made me feel like I was in Alice in Wonderland.

Well I hope you all have an amazing, safe, adventurous, and pleasant weekend.

Love and hugs from my home to your’s.

Stephanie 🌴 🌊 🌴 🌞 🌴 🌺 🌴

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